wednesday I rushed off to class from work, my mind whirling with thoughts of the future, different paths, and decisions. I prayed He'd help me make the right choice. He'd give me a sign in those classes for sure, I thought.
I sat through food prep waiting for that passion to stir. and even though I enjoyed class, I don't get super fired up about food safety.
no closer to feeling as though I knew what to do, I trudged on to religion.
it's funny how God works.
that professor could start a revival at an atheist convention, pretty sure. that man gets me fired up. in the way that makes me want to rush home and read scripture. apply that scripture to my life. treat everyone like Jesus would. change the world.
he spent the class talking about the Bible. talking about how Jesus changes lives. how people are converted - not typically from preaching or teaching, but from life experiences where God's work is evident. and then they read about Jesus. and their lives are transformed.
he talked about a lot of other stuff that convicted me. inspired me. gutted me. gave me a lot to think about, and a lot to take action on. but none of that action involved the specific life choice that I was thinking about.
it just all pointed back to HIM.
funny how when I was begging Him for a sign, for an answer, for help, He pointed me to Himself. He is the answer.
spend time with me. let your life be transformed by me. right now, that's what you need to focus on.
sometimes God's answers are not what I expect to hear. or are not what I want to hear. but certainly they are what I need to hear.
last night I read this in romans 4...
Against all hope, Abraham in hope believed and so became the father of many nations, just as it had been said to him, “So shall your offspring be.” Without weakening in his faith, he faced the fact that his body was as good as dead—since he was about a hundred years old—and that Sarah’s womb was also dead. Yet he did not waver through unbelief regarding the promise of God, but was strengthened in his faith and gave glory to God, being fully persuaded that God had power to do what he had promised.
against all hope...and yet...being fully persuaded that God had power to do what he had promised.
I think I could learn a thing or ten from father abraham.
health tip: provided by my wise sister. rest is important. get some. take time to "sharpen the saw". hard advice to take, but she's right.